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His whole face is shining

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

The whole thing started while Godfrey and I were making that really long car ride back from Dar es Salaam. I actually have come to enjoy those rides because that's where there's really no one to interrupt us and we can just talk, he gets to listen to good music and try to help me to understand why it's good, and occasionally we can dream up new things. A lot of what we talked about that day revolved around Flora, Mawazo, Fadhili, Elieza and Amy, the five little kids who James was bringing back from the valley. All were orphaned nieces and nephews of Godfrey's. Other family members in the valley were taking care of those kids -- that wasn't the problem -- they had their grandmother and they had other aunts and uncles -- but the primary school in that village really was bad news and it was going to stunt those kids forever. I knew that. I remembered the day that Godfrey took me to the primary school in his village. A huge disappointment, a shell of what it had been ten years ago. Two teachers happened to be there that day. I remembered being so incredibly angry.

I'd like to give them a chance. Like you gave me a chance.

I would have liked to have hugged Godfrey when he said that, but you can't hug someone who's driving a car!

So I just sat there quiet for a moment.

Godfrey you know what Jesus taught a long time ago about it being better to give than to receive. Well I understand that a whole lot more now than I did when I was taught it as a little kid in Sunday School. It really is better to give than to receive. Yup. I gave you a chance. But I got the better end of the deal Godfrey.

No Mzee. And we had fun playfully arguing about who had been more blessed, me or him.

So you give those kids a chance Godfrey. Give them the best chance you possibly can.

It's not that they're not eating, it's not that they have no one to take care of them, they have their grandmother and they have the whole rest of the family. But those kids will never get an education there in that village. And here in this village we have a wonderful primary school with great teachers and they can have a chance at life Mzee. I want to give them that chance.

And so for a couple of hours rather than talking about secondary schools and the college we're going to start and all of those things that normally consume our minds, Godfrey and I spent hours talking about little kids and we bounced from one idea to another, all of which culminated two weeks later with me in my living room talking to 17 of our students from Madisi.

Sarah and Godfrey and I had gone down the list of our 351 students at Madisi. Priority had to go to those who were really in need, whose parents were either too poor to help them or whose parents were already dead. They had to be smart. They had to be hard workers, kids with initiative. They had to come from the 8th or 10th grade classes since the 9th graders needed to concentrate all of their energies on studying for the national exams. And they definitely couldn’t be all boys.

And so carefully we chose them. And then they were all in my living room.

During the three weeks of vacation we want to try something totally new, something I don’t think anyone has ever tried before. We want to run a special school for all of the kids in the five villages around Madisi so we can teach them English. We want to give them a head start. A chance to do better than almost anyone else in the whole country. A chance for once for those of us who are in the village to be number one. And we want the seventeen of you to do this. So, let’s talk for a few minutes and you tell me how you’re going to do it this.

I liked all of the elements of their plan. There would be no tacking up of announcements in the village because most people couldn't read anyway and so they would each go with a list and visit homes and sign kids up. (Great idea!) Every kid would have to pay to come because if it costs something people will value it (I was thrilled to hear them say that!) and yet the amount had to be small so that really no one would not be able to pay it. Five hundred shillings. Fifty cents. But even though they wouldn't tell anyone this, if some kid did come who couldn't pay they just look the other way and not talk about it. (I was really happy to hear that.) A couple of them smiled knowingly at me –- I guess that they have it figured out what we do here. The program would run from 9 until 11 every morning for the three weeks of vacation, and then if it worked out, we would see what we could do in the afternoons after school to do a year round program. They had three days to pull it off.

If you each just find three kids – one kid each day for the next three days – we’ll have 50 students. And with that I shooed them out the door and told them to fan out in the villages.

They showed up Monday morning with 362 kids that they had signed up. Each afternoon after school they’re out signing up even more. Today they had 519 kids. And as if that wouldn’t be enough to thrill me, I’m even happier that Joshua is up there teaching with his friends and he’s absolutely loving it. They have an 18th member of the team. And after school Joshua and his friend Zamu are showing the others how to use the computer and input all of the school data into a spreadsheet. Dolla is their treasurer and accountant. Mseven is their Academic Master. They use six classrooms now, so when one person is teaching, two others are in the room watching so that they can all talk about it during break and help each other.

You know it might have run a bit smoother had I organized it all for them. But I liked telling Mseven on Monday morning a half hour before classes were to start that he was going to be in charge, that he was the Academic Master, that he was my choice, that I knew he could do it, that I wanted it to be the best run school possible. Make decisions. Solve the problems. Delegate responsibility. Imitate the good you’ve seen here at Madisi. Avoid doing what you’ve seen has failed. Above all Mseven do your best. And Godfrey and I stood there and watched Mseven lead.

And so those 18 kids are out there bringing education to 519 others. Our student to teacher ratio is a little high I suppose, the classrooms are a little overcrowded because we never planned on so many, and there are some horrifically poor kids there at the school -- since we have no uniforms you can tell by their bare feet and the clothes that they're wearing -- but Mseven has already gotten the key point. We never turn any kid away. Never.

I've enjoyed it all. I can replay over and over in my mind the video of Mseven organizing his staff and those hundreds of students. I have the snapshots of Josh and Zamu grabbing two computers and taking the gang over to Zamu’s room and the two of them showing everyone else how to enter data into a spreadsheet. My mind will always be able to remember Joshua smiling and saying that he loves to teach. I had to wait until I was 17 to get to teach in Congo. Tanzania has been good to Josh – he’s only 14. I can close my eyes and see Dolla bringing me her accounting book and showing me that it all balances. But what gives me a joy that I can’t quite explain is Mseven’s smile. His whole face is shining.

All 519 of these kids are being given an education, a chance to learn English at a young age and they are loving it. Does it matter if little kids in these villages learn English? Well actually it really does. It’ll mean that for once the poor and those on the bottom and those in the villages might be able to outperform those who have had all of the privileges in life. Or at the very least they’re being given a fighting chance.

But what’s even better is to see those 18 kids. They are getting a chance to give. Jesus said it is better to give than to receive. Well I got new insight into that truth seeing the faces of our eighteen "teachers". Josh was out the door this morning an hour early. Dolla is so confident. Mseven can't stop smiling. The 18 of them make a really great team. They’re on the road, all of them, to doing great things with their lives.

And one day I know that I’ll be able to send Mseven out to a village to organize a secondary school and he’ll do just fine.


My good Samaritan

Monday, July 28, 2008

A year and a half ago a good Samaritan came to my aid in the middle of nowhere between two villages, changed my tire, wouldn't take any money from me, and then walked out of my life... until today when I walked back into his life. It started with Odeko coming to see me. He is my student and one of those who help me try to help those who have AIDS in the villages around Madisi. The symptoms of this new sick person who had arrived in Luhunga village seemed horrifying, but hearing his description was nothing compared to seeing the reality. It was as though a cookie cutter had cut into him all over his head and back leaving huge gaping holes. The hole on his back was bigger than my hand. My good Samaritan of over a year ago needed help and probably more than I could provide. His poor mother looked totally scared. Goodluck is only 23 years old and appears to have yet another one of the weird manifestations of the AIDS virus. He, like so many young people had no education to speak of, migrated out of the area to look for work, and now that he couldn't work anymore, had come home to die. He didn't even have any aspirin to ease the pain, so at the very least I could help with that, and then we made the plan for him to go on the bus the next day with Fenet to get to the Lugoda hospital for testing and treatment.

We have three weeks off from school right now so I'm spending more of my day than I normally can visiting people. Each day during this vacation I'm traveling with a few of my students in Panzi (we've named the little car they bought for me "The Grasshopper") and we're visiting those who are really too far away for me to normally visit on foot. Most of my friends are doing better and so it's just nice to see them. For those who are getting better we're doing everything we can to help them over the hump – we arrange for students to weed their fields, we help them with food, teams to re-thatch their houses, we visit them, pray with them, help them with small needs. For those who aren't going to make it, we want at the very least to bring comfort and help make them comfortable.

Today started with our visit to Fredy, a father of two young children, one who has AIDS, and a lovely wife who is thankfully getting better. Fredy's stomach started to swell a few months ago, and he was referred to a larger hospital for treatment of stomach TB (yes I've learned that there is actually TB of the stomach in this world). We found out last night that he had come home from the hospital and I was eager to see him. Unfortunately I found that he was in worse shape than before. His stomach has swelled to the size of perhaps a woman 10 months pregnant with twins. His emaciated frame could barely hold himself up. Physically he's in complete misery and terrible pain. And yet as I sat with him all I could think of was that here I am talking with a man who has hope, who smiles through the pain, and who has plans. He's a good Christian man and even though he talks of a better eternity he still in spite of everything has plans for a future here with his family. I can't think of anything better to do with money than to help a family like theirs.

And then we are off to visit Felista. She's a new widow and a young mother of a six-year old. I had her sent to the hospital for a septic ulcer on her foot and they kept her there for ten days before sending her home. I was hoping that things would be better, but it is as though her big toe wants to fall off. Incredible, awful pain. A reminder of our inadequacies and things that we simply can't fix. And so it is in the awfulness of these things that I find that I cannot live with my hurting friends without sharing with them the good news of the gospel and whatever practical help I've got to give.

Visiting so many of my friends and being able to go to meet with them along with my students has been wonderful. I love teaching, but I have truly enjoyed this past week when my days have been free and I haven't had to wait until the end of the school day to go traveling around visiting my friends in their homes.

I think back to the Day of the African Child celebration in the village of Luhunga. They always have a guest of honor at the celebration and this year I was asked to be that person. It's a day when people talk about and try to teach children about their basic human rights – food, clothing, a place to sleep, and education. It was great fun, filled with skits, songs, drums and lots of kids. It was my privilege to get to address the crowd – mostly children and government officials. The government asked me to read a short prepared speech to honor the day and then to talk about AIDS, AIDS testing, and to give "good advice" to the children. It wasn't too long ago that at meetings like this I was always thanked for helping children with "good nutrition" – but now they all know that I know, and we all know what it is that I know, and so we don't have to beat around the bush with euphemistic talk of "good nutrition". AIDS is going to kill everyone here unless we talk about it. And so I got to talk about AIDS, as well as talking about our Creator and His love and how He doesn't want all you kids to get it, and how He wants us all in any way we can to help those who already do have it. It was a great opportunity, a nice time for me and a friend of mine who went with me, and I'm so thankful for the real privilege it is to be entrusted with serving these people who have become my friends now during this particularly difficult time in their lives and in the history of these villages. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

In His service, Susan


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2008 Letters from Steve and Susan
04/25/2008:  Just Perfect
04/24/2008:  You can't eat stones
04/17/2008:  The happiness in the Sound of Jonathan's Voice'
04/16/2008:  Many Thanks from all of us
04/15/2008:  April 15th
03/29/2008:  As I Stood there in the Drizzle
03/28/2008:  The Queen of Mbinga
03/16/2008:  Details are Still Sketchy
02/19/2008:  69 New Teachers
02/12/2008:  On February 11th, VSI opened its 11th school in Tanzania
02/07/2008:  A New Day is Dawning
02/02/2008:  On January 30th yet another school was born
01/30/2008:  Our ninth school in Tanzania
01/27/2008:  The meaning of seven verses
01/21/2008:  Huruma's name is particularly fitting
01/20/2008:  James
01/13/2008:  A bit too improbable

2007 Letters from Steve and Susan
12/18/2007:  Some old pictures
12/02/2007:  We must be clever
11/30/2007:  In more ways than one
11/23/2007:  I felt like this was the Thanksgiving that passed me by.
11/12/2007:  I missed out on more than goat meat.
10/18/2007:  Pictures of the roof of our new dorm for girlss
10/17/2007: The results are even better than all the rumors.
10/15/2007:  No way we can explain away what has happened.
10/13/2007:  Attending their children's graduation.              
10/09/2007:  What was my strategic plan for the future of schools in Malawi?
09/29/2007:  I hope so
09/28/2007:  This awesome priviledge ...
09/27/2007:  The best underdog story I've ever lived
09/13/2007:  What in the world Jonathan was up to!
09/09/2007:  Pictures of the beginnings of the first Girls Dorm at Madisi
09/06/2007:  The willingness to fail
09/04/2007:  Using a capital or a small letter h
08/21/2007:  No offense to you Steve ...
08/17/2007:  No surgery needed for Jonathan!
08/16/2007:  Update on Jonathan
08/15/2007:  Two needs
07/26/2007:  Jonathan's check-up
07/20/2007:  Looking beyond the next 30 days
07/17/2007:  Makuzani was a concept
07/14/2007:  The girl who remembered
07/05/2007:  He just can't stop smiling
07/04/2007:  I knew what he was saying when he said that
07/01/2007:  Many children will surely tell their story different than mine
06/27/2007:  Fantastic news
06/26/2007:  Images of my grandfather
06/24/2007:  Thoughts from both of us
06/21/2007:  Teetering on the brink
06/15/2007:  We got it, we got it, WE GOT IT!
06/14/2007:  Rachel, Hawa and their sodas
06/14/2007:  Sawala
06/13/2007:  Nothing new under the sun
06/06/2007:  One last load
06/04/2007:  Janelle didn't have a degree in theology
05/22/2007:  Disappointing news
05/20/2007:  Tamara and Maggie's long journey to Lugoda
05/18/2007:  "The bestest luck ever"
05/14/2007:  We've got a problem
05/09/2007:  What it's like living in the village
05/05/2007:  I, like you, just got Susan's email in my in-box
05/05/2007:  "What will happen to them if I die?"
04/21/2007:  I will miss him
04/17/2007:  32 to be exact
04/14/2007:  The only Monica I knew
04/13/2007:  Three special families
04/09/2007:  In awe at their generosity
04/05/2007:  Jonathan's heart
03/29/2007:  We win again! Wow!
03/27/2007:  Nicolas
03/22/2007:  The signature
03/19/2007:  Textbooks
03/14/2007:  Would you please do me a big favor this week?
03/08/2007:  It's time to kill all of our goats ...
03/07/2007:  Our new website
03/06/2007:  And some of them are going to be just like Godfrey ...
03/04/2007:  A priest, a grandfather, and an agricultural extension officer ...
02/26/2007:  Sharing her secret
02/26/2007:  The lifting of the fog...
02/01/2007:  Roina's mother
01/30/2007:  Mama Kambanyama's 473 kids
01/20/2007:  Chuckling with a sense of excitement
01/20/2007:  Now I have my team ...
01/14/2007:  Joyce
01/03/2007:  He said he just couldn't.
01/03/2007:  I didn't want to be the last one.

2006 Letters from Steve and Susan
12/22/2007:  Letting go of John
12/17/2007:  Rain and Mud and 270 kids!
12/15/2006:  One of mine was chosen!
12/10/2006:  Sometimes the best food doesn't come served on the nicest plates ...
11/29/2006:  "My little brother is in the fifth grade"
11/28/2006:  Kids in a Candy Shop!!!
11/26/2006:  The meshing of our lives ...
11/21/2006:  Thanksgiving
11/04/2006:  Glimpses of VSI in Tanzania
10/31/2006:  "I know now what I want to tell them when they come"
10/26/2006:  Julius and Netho
10/20/2006:  Where could they have taken Luti to?
10/17/2006:  Saida's Grandmother
10/15/2006:  Eliza's Momma
10/09/2006:  Mwanume in Kising'a
09/30/2006:  Luti
09/30/2006:  Saying goodbye to Baba Hezroni
09/27/2006:  Hezironi's Dad
09/25/2006:  The "poor"
09/22/2006:  For such a time as this ...
09/18/2006:  Upendo
09/17/2006:  Might as well be REALLY late...
09/16/2006:  8 Days from Now
09/15/2006:  Urbana
09/08/2006:  Sifa and Lucia
09/06/2006:  Off to the Heart Hospital!
09/05/2006:  Struggling
09/05/2006:  Peas from Anastasia
09/01/2006:  A wonderful morning!
08/12/2006:  The stars are shining brightly in Igoda tonight ...
08/10/2006:  Excellent news!
08/09/2006:  Susan's note ...
08/02/2006:  We can not close our eyes
07/25/2006:  I had been wrong
07/20/2006:  Bouncing off the wall!
07/18/2006:  Take a guess where I am!
07/15/2006:  Ziada
07/12/2006:  Off to Parliament ...
07/05/2006:  What a woman!
07/04/2006:  Grace
07/04/2006:  Eleven months ago I didn't know even one of their names
06/19/2006:  Yea!
06/19/2006:  July 25th
06/19/2006:  Just let me do this ...
06/14/2006:  Not all of life is just work, work, work ...
06/05/2006:  Wow!
06/03/2006:  I hate wearing ties!
06/03/2006:  Forms
06/03/2006:  The opportunity presented itself
05/27/2006:  Lucky me!
05/23/2006:  Sweet Icing
05/20/2006:  A real reason to smile!
05/18/2006:  Up to our Eyeballs in Mud
05/18/2006:  Susan the Queen!
05/10/2006:  A need we have ...
05/04/2006:  So we're all happy
04/28/2006:  The right color ...
04/25/2006:  A nice email
04/18/2006:  Names
04/18/2006:  Glimpses of my travels ...
04/01/2006:  Heziloni's great day!
03/31/2006:  Heroes and more heroes
03/29/2006:  From Godfrey Hiari
03/29/2006:  Good things
03/24/2006:  A hero in Kising'a
03/20/2006:  A gift from Esther
03/20/2006:  Falling asleep when you're not supposed to ...
03/20/2006:  One more reason ...
03/11/2006:  Good bye!
02/24/2006:  Godfrey's great and wonderful day (and mine too!)
02/13/2006:  Jonathan's check-up
02/13/2006:  No need for those parallel bars!!!
02/08/2006:  0ff to America!!!
02/08/2006:  The timing of things ...
02/07/2006:  Only 51 to go ...
02/03/2006:  Emmanueli's Turn
02/02/2006:  The joys of going home ...
01/29/2006:  Five and half years later ...
01/26/2006:  The gift of anther goat ...
01/21/2006:  Great News!!!
01/21/2006:  Old Enough to Travel
01/18/2006:  Josh and Jonathan's Goat
01/14/2006:  A Start
01/07/2006:  Hope
01/04/2006:  The Best Part

2005 Letters from Steve and Susan
12/17/2005:  Trading Dollars for Shillings
12/12/2005:  Great News from Kising'a
12/06/2005:  December 12
11/29/2005:  First Steps & First Smiles
11/09/2005:  The rest of the story ...
11/08/2005:  Victory!
11/08/2005:  Phone calls in the night ...
10/31/2005:  Electricity!
10/17/2005:  October 27th
10/15/2005:  Doto
10/04/2005:  Update from Sawala
09/26/2005:  Teachers Training College
09/19/2005:  Matthew 5:14-16
09/19/2005:  3 A.M.
09/10/2005:  A lifeboat in an ocean
09/02/2005:  Eliza
08/11/2005:  260,307 Tanzania Shillings
08/09/2005:  Great news!
08/06/2005:  Rwanda Prayer Team
08/05/2005:  A Gift of Stones
08/04/2005:  Great news from Kising'a
07/30/2005:  Thanks!
07/30/2005:  July 28th
07/26/2005:  They're here!!!
07/24/2005:  Back from Rwanda
07/22/2005:  Rwanda
07/18/2005:  Wilfred's email
07/14/2005:  The best house we've ever lived in
07/06/2005:  Great things happening in America too!
06/26/2005:  32 days!!!!
06/07/2005:  Great news!
05/30/2005:  Messages from Tanzania
05/27/2005:  He is at work through people

April 5 - May 18, 2005 Steve's second trip to Tanzania
05/18/2005:  Almost home!
05/17/2005:  Susan's okay and all's well
05/15/2005:  In that brief moment
05/14/2005:  Tomorrow
05/10/2005:  Pictures from Tanzania May 10, 2005
05/03/2005:  Do I have doubts?
05/03/2005:  Pictures from Tanzania May 3, 2005
04/30/2005:  I took a deep breath and decided to tell him
04/26/2005:  The birth of a second school
04/26/2005:  Pictures from Tanzania April 26, 2005
04/22/2005:  It doesn't mean that someone becomes Santa Claus
04/19/2005:  Pictures from Tanzania April 19, 2005
04/16/2005:  Doing something that a teacher probably should never do
04/09/2005:  Can't wait for Monday!
04/06/2005:  I'm bound for Igoda!
03/17/2005:  He took the time to write to our son
03/12/2005:  When I did a rather crazy thing
03/04/2005:  Only 40 days left

January 6 - February 18, 2005 Steve's first trip to Tanzania
02/17/2005:  I could not have said it better myself
02/17/2005:  Pictures from Tanzania February 17, 2005
02/11/2005:  That beehive of activity
02/08/2005:  Pictures from Tanzania February 8, 2005
02/04/2005:  And that one little sentence
02/01/2005:  Pictures from Tanzania February 1, 2005
01/31/2005:  But I am a very fortunate teacher
01/25/2005:  Pictures from Tanzania January 25, 2005
01/21/2005:  A second chance is now theirs
01/17/2005:  I will never forget yesterday.
01/15/2005:  Now I see daylight

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